Welcome to Hell

Ha jk i'm not emo ;) this is just where i write once in a while ... like months apart. random thoughts/feelings. enjoy :)

Wednesday, July 29, 2009

long taime no blog.

hello everyone, or no one, or whoever

i haven't blogged in a while, i guess i've been busy.
so it's summer, but i've barely experienced it because i work all the time which sucks but i really need the money. i work at mcdonalds, i know ew right ? .. well not really its not as bad as i thought it would be. lately i've been working nights (4ish-12ish) every weekend all weekend and a few days during the week. not good for my social life, i haven't even seen my best friend this summer and its already half over. BUT we're going to diner nd a movie on sunday so that should be fun :)

also, i've got a new boyfriend :) we've been going out for a few weeks he is the best. he lives almost an hour away tho so that kinda sucks. we don't get to see each other much because of distance and we both work but we manage <3

so i'm kinda stressin' about the whole toronto thing i have no where near enough money and i need to apply soon, and what if i don't get in ? that would suck. i've kinda been lokin g for makeup schools in montreal or something cause taht would be a hell of a lot cheaper probably and a lot closer to npo (the boyfriend). he's going to school for music ..he plays the drums :) & guitar a little bit. he's also a crazy fool.

anyway, i should probably goget ready for work -.- money, money, money. i work til fricken midnight tonight. how am i supposed to have a life when i work til midnight ? i havethis weekend off tho so hopefully something fun will go down. later gators.

-peace;kmc.

Friday, June 12, 2009

so i found a new cure for the hiccups..

long time no blog !

so yeah ..new cure for the hiccups ? .. get pissed at your unbelievably slow/incapable computer and then receive a crazy call from an unknown number and they will be gone !

yeah i just got this call from some man who's been calling ever now and then and usually i just don't pick up & he just leaves a message. so i listen to them and what does he say ? .. NO EFFING IDEA! i don't know if he's speaking another language or if he just can't talk. so today i answered and he went on in his gibberish and i'm like ' yeah .. i think you have to wrong number..' then hung up then just now he called back -.- i did not answer.

so do you ever forget the password to sites that you don't use very often ? .. i do. and you know what i hate ? .. the gosh darn 'i forgot my password' process, it takes forever and you have to follow 34324 different links and have 34837543 different windows opened. i hate it. i had to do this for blogger.con cause i haven't blogged in a while and it took like 15 minutes a) becasue i was positive i didn't have the wrong password & cause i was trying other ones i thought it could be b) because i had to do the whole password dance and c) because my computer is so damn slow. and the only reason why this password is different than all my other passwords is because of the stupid password strength thinger. i dont' care if my password is weak ..no one probably reads thsi anyway ! lol.

this blog is getting semi long .. oh well, more to love ;)
today was my last day of highschool ! too bad no one shows up so its pointless lol...but still i went cause i'm a good student and cause i had to write a french test. but i did sneak to walmart with jpo during second period cause we weren't gonna do anything in that class.
things i'll miss about highschool:
- standing for oh canada. (when am i ever gonan do that again on a daily basis?)
- seeing all my friends everyday
- the drama (you know you'll secretly miss it too)
- people watching/dissing/stalking haha :P
- the nook/crany/heater area...i'll explain some day.
- classes spent doing absolutely no work and jsut talking/texting having wonderful times.
- etc.

..here comes the cheesy yearbook signature.

have a great summer :)!

-peace; kmc

Tuesday, April 21, 2009

ehhhh....?

my issues:

so. my bff is gone for a week and i'm left lonely.
i kinda feel like i have no friends ..which isn't really true but thats how i'm feeling.
i think i might die. ..not really.

prom's soon. got my dress :) i like it very much. its peach and lovely. i'm going with my ex boyfriend. should be sufficiently awkward lol. i'll letcha know how it goes.

boys frustrate me. they talk to you then stop. then talk to you then give you one word replies. then stop. then talk to you only cause you're talking to them then stop. and i'm fed up. maybe i'll be a lesbien. noooo i like boys too much. (no offense to lesbiens). why can't it just be simple.
why you gotta go and make things so complicated ? I see the way you're actin' like you're somebody else Gets me frustrated
. yup i just quoted an avril lavigne song.

ahhh christ. ..not you.

oh and i want to go to toronto to be a makeup artist and hav no money. yay for my lifeeee.


ps. sorry for this blog of down-ness and depression.
-peace;kmc

Monday, March 16, 2009

prom = excitment

soo prom is in a couple months and i haven't got my dress yet. yikes
but never fear..i've got connections. lol well, not really but whatever i wanted to say that and i did.
my mom's dad's common law partner woman thing's granddaughter has a bunch of dresses that she said i could try on. yeah..try figuring that sentence out haha. one of them is from new york i guess :)!! i haven't seen them yet but i'm super excited about them. i hope they're really nice and that they fit.

in other news:
i might be going to ontario to visit my family in septemberrrr !! i haven't been up there in a long time and i'm excited about that too :) i love going to visit my grandparents up there cause i don't get to see them very often. and i've got cousins and aunts and uncles there too; they all rock.
my grandparents have the coolest house and a huge basement with a bar, bongo drums and lots of fishtanks (fish included). And they have this table with a real (dead) alligator in it and when i was younger it always scared me lol. and one christmas we went up there and all the cousins had to sleep in the basement and i was like pooping my pants about sleeping with the alligator in the room haha.

stay tuned for more prom news. cause you know this is a newscast...
i'll fo sho be describing my dress :)

-peace; kmc

Wednesday, March 11, 2009

FML is amazing.

soooo, i'm in a super bad mood, here is a list as to why:

1) too much effing homework
2) teachers giving a novel of notes that you need to know for the test the next day.
3) stupid boyfriends
4) teachers not assigning the books you've been hoping for because your sister says they are amazing.
5) poverty.

so i was kind of kidding about that last one..but poverty does suck. adopt a child.
so anyway getting back to the title of this blogfest. www.fmylife.com is the greatest discovery since chocolate. go to it right now, it's hilarious. my friend dni told me about it. basically it's people posting events in their lives that truely suck ass. but they're still hilarious. here's an exerpt:

Today, my cat got into the bathroom while I was changing my tampon. As I was throwing the applicator away, I felt a sharp pain around my vagina; I looked down to find him swatting at the tampon string. FML hahaha, funny :)

it definitely makes you feel better about your life. so if you're feeling rather shitty like me go read about these other peoples lives and you'll feel slightly better...at their expense, which is kinda part of the fun :)


-peace; kmc

Thursday, March 5, 2009

Ummm...

So i'm in a really weird mood and not really feeling like blogging. but i figure that i probably should since people usually blog about their feelings right ? lol well. since after school today i've been in a strange mood and work didn't make it any better. it's kind of like a bad mood but i'm not really mad..but at the same time i am. cause that makes sense right ? ..yeah i didn't think so either.
it's like a feeling of .. i don't even know. neutralness ? but not..lol. like usually when i'm in a bad mood every little thing makes me mad..but this isn't quite the same. maybe it's pms. sorry to any guys reading this; i know those things make you uncomfortable haha.
ew i jsut saw a picture of someones wedding dress and it was black and white. who wears black on their wedding day?!
anywayssss. thanks for reading my turd of a blog :)

-peace; kmc.

Tuesday, March 3, 2009

mini cakes, makeup & marvelous times ?!

hellooow everyone.
just so you know, by reading my blog you've saved enough energy to make half a cup of tea because the background is black; go green :)!

today at school was kind of dumb. i don't even remember anything that happened. however, after school was good times, good times. twhite came over before her date type situation that didn't happen. no she didn't get stood up. his mom would let her come over. (how gay is that?).
so instead of chillin with a stinky boy she chilled at my house :) during our stay together we did many activities. we had lots of space for activities (10 points if you can guess the movie reference!) we did makeup. i was getting some practice it. and i messed with her hair...some of it turned out pretty nice haha and we had mcdonalds for supper.
a tradition me and twhite have is going to superstore and buying mini birthday cakes. we do this once in a while, and we happened to do that today. for some reason the mini cakes were hard? maybe because it was cold outside or maybe because they were old? lol but they still tasted good.
i love cake, especially cupcakes. they are so perfect. perfect size, perfect taste, perfect perfectness :) ....anyway, after our cake (which we ate in a parking lot in front of the movie store) we drove around and talked about wonderous things. what's your favorite thing to do when you're just driving arond town ? mines listening to music or talking.
after talking and driving we went to meet her dad and twhite went home. then i came home and cleaned my room. and that is the end of this blog :)

-peace; kmc.

Monday, March 2, 2009

First blog. whatttt ?

time: 10:28 pm atlantic time.
..as if anyone really cares.
so this is my first blog. so far nothing interesting to say :)
Today i got up at 10ish because we had a snow day. well really it was a freezing rain day..but either way it meant no school. so i got up ate almond crisp (which is really good by the way) and watched regis and kelly. and this weather guy sam something was super annoying and his laugh made me want to punch myself in the face.
(i'm upset that you can't "tab" on here)
After that i eventually got in the shower and then went to the mall where i bought a pencil skirt that i'll probably never wear but it was on sale :) i also bought mousse, shorts and a jacket thinger. its very pretty. but twhite will probably think its nasty becasue she does not understand my sense of style :) just wait until i go to toronto twhite..then i'll wear those shoes and everyone will love them haha :P
twhite is my bff btw. we met in grade 10 and it was magical. we enjoy dane cook, reading, making up nicknames, taking in abrevs., making fun of certain people, talking about random shittt, among other things :)
so i hope you enjoyed my new blog. if you read the whole thing you just wasted 2 or 3 minutes of your life that you will never get back :) y'all come back now ya hurr ?!

-peace; kmc.